I Love You...words from the deepest of my heart.

Today has been so mad... I am the one who act madly in fact, more accurately, my mood and my mind do not seem working normally. Can't stand with the assignment anymore after facing it for weeks, I could not force myself to come up with brilliant ideas, not even a single one. Faithfully, I need to admit that what I did is so...... bad? For sure, not up to the standard required. Just let it go... Japanese lesson is getting harder, too much thing to store in my little lousy brain. I just can tell myself to put more effort. I am not that bad actually. I still do not afraid of accumulation effect, as I am practising it all the way long. I go through a hard time today, feeling so demotivated, depressed and distressed... When bumped into such mood, I will look for my daily bread and seek some encouragement from him. He always make me feel better, needless to worry with him by my side. Since I have him, I am petted, nourish by his love, living in laughter every day, but he do not spoil me. He will correct me if I am wronged, even though he knows what he will get in return is my anger. He love me with all his heart that I can feel myself is surrounded by his love. So as me, I love him, devoted to him and cherish his existance in my life. Today, he skipped his dinner, rushed to get me a beautiful platinum necklace once he back from Kulim, just to wish I will give him a sweet smile. At that moment, I am speechless, wondering how should I describe my joyous feeling. Ya, I love you so much, and I am blessed to have you. =)

I will wear it everywhere, as if I am keeping your love with me and move on my days with your guidance.