I Love You...words from the deepest of my heart.

Today has been so mad... I am the one who act madly in fact, more accurately, my mood and my mind do not seem working normally. Can't stand with the assignment anymore after facing it for weeks, I could not force myself to come up with brilliant ideas, not even a single one. Faithfully, I need to admit that what I did is so...... bad? For sure, not up to the standard required. Just let it go... Japanese lesson is getting harder, too much thing to store in my little lousy brain. I just can tell myself to put more effort. I am not that bad actually. I still do not afraid of accumulation effect, as I am practising it all the way long. I go through a hard time today, feeling so demotivated, depressed and distressed... When bumped into such mood, I will look for my daily bread and seek some encouragement from him. He always make me feel better, needless to worry with him by my side. Since I have him, I am petted, nourish by his love, living in laughter every day, but he do not spoil me. He will correct me if I am wronged, even though he knows what he will get in return is my anger. He love me with all his heart that I can feel myself is surrounded by his love. So as me, I love him, devoted to him and cherish his existance in my life. Today, he skipped his dinner, rushed to get me a beautiful platinum necklace once he back from Kulim, just to wish I will give him a sweet smile. At that moment, I am speechless, wondering how should I describe my joyous feeling. Ya, I love you so much, and I am blessed to have you. =)

I will wear it everywhere, as if I am keeping your love with me and move on my days with your guidance.

1 Year Old.Ethan boy

Huan na Ethan wear tudung...yer.....yet he is as adorable as usual.

He likes to show people cheeky smile nowadays.

He can stand properly finally ^^

Kawaii desu yo!!!

My handsome baby is 1 year old now. Look so smart with his killing smile...

Yawning pulak ni....

Miss his blur blur face when just wake up early in the morning.

Always so tam chiak... =.= and become even more tam chiak liao lo =P

Aiyo.....handsome dao......

Recently, Ethan boy always came into my dream after our long apart... I really love him very much, although sometimes he likes to cry and naughty, but his smile melted my heart. Last last time, I saw him everyday, once I wake up, and right before I sleep, pat him and sing him lullaby... Last time, I saw him once a week, play Piggy Bank and do a lot of stupid thing with him, as long as he is happy. Now, perhaps I just can see him merely twice in a year, no longer have the chance to see him grow up and hug hug him...Periodically, I flash back those videos stored in my phone with gleaming tears. Occasionally, I see his recent update from Facebook... Miss him very very much, words are insufficient to describe my feeling...

Dictionary...

Dr. Haslina: "Get a copy of this book (Dictionary of Translation Studies) from library, put it under your pillow and study 10 pages every night before you sleep, until final test, you will be able to finish the whole book and get an A."

Jane: "Sou desu ka."

With a doubtful thought, I started to approach this book. The introduction had killed me and I could hardly proceed, 10 pages a day somemore... =.=

However, I am not asked to study Maths or Chemistry, I should feel contented.

Let's move on....

A long dark night with Translation Studies

It has been a while since I last updated my blog. I am trying hard to study all the reference materials that I should read up in this 6 weeks before the school reopen, concerning about my mid-term test, and promise myself must not lag behind. The level of those materials seems far beyond my level, making me pacing extremely slow in order to finish it. I spent the whole afternoon and night reading it, but just manage to went through 10 pages without really understand what the author is trying to convey. Now, I started to worry... Hopefully I am worrying too much... Keep on going Jane!!! First approach is always harder, but things will turn better as I proceed. No matter how hard it is, as long as I willing to study, one day, I deem that I will be able to understand it. Gambatte kudasai!

Tomyam recipe

My second trial in cooking tomyam.

Ingredients :


Enoki, oyster and button mushroom are tomyam soup best friends. Perhaps some crabmet stick too.

Onions and tomatoes.

These are the fundamental ingredients needed to make your tomyam soup. Bird eye chilies, lemon grass (chang mau in hokkien), limes, kaffir lime leaves and ginger flower (bunga kantan) which is not in the photo. Hahaha, I am quite confused with the various types of vegetables when my first time cooking.

Add some seafood like prawn, squid, fish and also some chicken if you like. Remember don't boil these for too long to prevent over-cooked. For your information, over-cooked may seriously affect the seafood texture.

I support Pigeon brand tomyam paste.

Add some fish sauce to taste.

Tadaaaaa....... It just take a few steps to cook a pot of delicious tomyam. Put on your courage to have a try too! =) You won't know if you never try.

Actually, my tomyam taste a little bit wierd and I fail to find out the reason... Perhaps I still miss out some important ingredients. Can anybody enlighten me? =)

Pillow fight

Initially... when the pillow fight begin.....

Subsequently, I could hardly hold the bursting cotton wool.

And eventually.... cotton wool explosion. BooooOOOOoooom!!!!

After a severe fight, Jane take a nap with her victory smile and hugging her reward - a new pillow! However, she not really have chance to fully utilise it.. =(

A short meet at Coffee Island

Finally, we managed to meet again, no need to wait until Wanke coming holiday which is still remained unknown.

Wesak Day and Mini Thaipusam caused a heavily congested traffic. After trapped in the traffic jam for almost one hour, we successfully reached our destination. Gladly I do not miss this opportunity to meet up my buddy.

Satisfied with his new bought camera. And deeply appreciate you for fetching me here and there just to meet my friend. ^^ Muacksss....

Blue Hawaii & Honey lemon. I adore my Blue Hawaii because it tastes a little bit like my favourite vitagen. ^^ In this few months, I really need to admit that I lost contact with many of my friends. Although this is just a short meet, but it is enough to warm my heart. Catching up with buddy is truly a nice thing to be cherished.